today was one long day.

woke up at 7:30, went to six flags marine world to volunteer for the day. at first it was good, but then we all got split up into different groups. i was sad. so me, hyewon, and esther ended up working security. can you imagine, 3 asian girls asking these huge guys w/ tattoos, piercings, and metal studded belts to take off their belts and search through their stuff. yep we did that. the day seemed to be getting hotter and hotter, and the minutes slower and slower. but really, relatively to everyone else's job, we had it pretty good. we got off at 2:30, so we got dippin dots and just sat in the shade. our feet hurt really bad from standing the whole time. for lunch we had disgusting hamburgers (the patties turned out to be cooked via microwave). :( maaan, i'm glad i don't work there. i think i would go crazy. after the three of us got off, we walked around, and i started getting mad allergies. dumb allergies. so we just finally crashed near the games and waited for everyone else to get off. i was so dehydrated that day, i was sad whenever i saw someone walk by with a snow cone or soft frozen lemonade. i'm just glad i didn't get sunburnt thanks to wonnie and her spf. :)

even though i say i hated college, a part of me is still attached to it. college has definately been a huge trial in my life, and i know that i've made some mistakes here that i wish i could take back in a heartbeat, but those mistakes were meant to happen whether i like it or not. i will take away some great memories from here along with the bad, but all in all, i was meant to be here at this time in my life. sigh, i just wish things weren't ending the way they are now though. but i can wish all i want up the butt, but wishing isn't gonna make things change.