campus seems so peaceful at night. except for that big construction pit on sproul. i think the best place to walk at night, is just to campus. it's best to go after 10:30/11:00. that's when campus is empty, but it's not so empty that it's scary. the best spot is sitting on the steps of the campanile, looking at the faint lights of the golden gate. however, the past few nights someone has always been there, bogarting my thinking/reflection/let out emotions/getaway spot! arrrg, so i was left feeling like i had an incomplete walk with everything still pent up inside. i think an even better spot would be the lawrence livermore labs. the view from there is so breathtaking at night. sigh...that would definately be the best place, but too bad it's all the way up the berkeley hills. maybe i should try going up there one night, but i think i'd be really scared because it's much darker, and i'm not 100% sure i can find my way in the dark. but maybe i'll go up there one day at dusk, so i can see the sunset. sigh...it's like that song, "stuck" by stacie orrico. "every now and then, when i'm all alone, i'll be wishing you be calling on the telepone, say you want..." etc.....

if mr. T was here, he would pity me, cuz i'm a fool.