One flew east, one flew west, one flew over the cuckoo's nest.

...of a mad (as in crazy, but not crazy as in wild, crazy as in weird) girl...

Tuesday, March 02, 2004

i feel so STRESSED out right now. i think my stress level got worse after my info session with robinsons may. i'm so stressed about my midterm, my homework assignment, my interview, the future. aggggh. i feel impending doom for wednesday, especially with my interview. maybe i wouldn't feel so stressed out if this wasn't my first real job interview. i feel like this is my only shot to come close to get a job, and my odds aren't good. they're hiring 25 people from california, they're interviewing at 5 schools in california, and berkeley alone has 100 applicants. i'm one of the several hundred. sigh...i feel like a number. thinking about the future stresses me out so much, it makes me want to break down. i don't know if i'm ready for the real world yet. sigh...i hate uncertainty. i dunno about other people, but i'm beginning to lose hope. after applying to about 25 jobs, i've gotten only one interview. i can't do this by myself! what am i doing wrong?

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