brat am i...

when i went home, i made sure to prep my mom for the grades i was gonna get this semester. i'm prob not gonna get the type of grades she's expecting, so i just mentioned not to expect too much, that things are really hard, and stuff like that. to my surprise, she said, "there are times when things are good, and there are times when things are bad, it'll be ok." and that's it. she just so nonchalantly brushed it off that i did a double take. whaaa??? parents are kinda surprising sometimes. you expect them to act a certain way, but when they act totally different, you just wonder what just happened. then later i yelled at her for expecting too much of me, which i felt really bad about. :( i'm so bad with my emotions around my parents, it's that whole generation gap thing i think. she wants me to be this successful woman, and i guess all parents want that, but i was too afraid i wouldn't be able to fulfill that for her, so i got mad at her and told her not to expect that of me. sigh...why am i such a brat? i think i hurt her feelings cuz i said all she cared about was money, and that she was like one of those mothers on korean dramas who would flip out if her daughter married some poor guy, which she said wasn't true. DANG, I'M SUCH A BAD DAUGHTER. sorry mom.