she's gonna think i'm such a...(blank)

before you think i'm the evil one for moving out of my apartment, let me defend myself first. first of all, i'm not bound to live with anyone i don't want to live with, it's not like we're married. second of all, you know there are some people you meet, and they make you want to be a better person. then there are some people you meet, and they make you into someone you don't want to be. i don't like what i turn into when i'm around certain people. that's why i'm leaving because i've tried to be patient for a year, but it hasn't worked. i can be a better friend by leaving, rather than by staying. i disappoint myself in not being as patient and understanding as i should be, but after a while, i can't deal with the same thing every single day. it's hard to be understanding when you're annoyed. i don't like having to come home every single day to someone who makes me into someone i don't want to be. it just frustrates me so much to see someone who has so much in her life, yet waste it all away and complain that she doesn't have enough. i know i shouldn't be all envious, but sometimes, i wish she would just see how good her life is compared to a lot of people who have it way worse than she does, yet still does not complain as half as much as she does. there's more to life than anime, makeup, and comic books ya know. third, it's hard to respect someone when that person does not respect your space or the shared responsibilities of living in an apartment with other people. it's good to be considerate ya know. sigh...some people just weren't mean to be roommates i guess. so there...if you still think i'm the bad guy for leaving the apartment, then i guess i can't really do anything about it. and yes, i am going to talk to the person about it, but it's not going to change my mind from leaving.