i finally wrote a blog that wasn't in list form!!!!

So I went to a retreat this weekend. Yeah...Elizabeth and curvy roads don't mix too well...actually, it mixes into puke, but I'm sure no one wants me to go into specifics. Althgouh I didn't puke, it wasn't a happy ride. But before we left we got these really cute care packages filled with food, candy, cards. It was sooo nice, I felt loved. hehe anyway, so i don't know where i went...but it was out in the woods somewhere. met some new people, but mostly for like 5 seconds :(, but hopefully that'll change. i guess retreat was fun, but it wasn't awesome or great for me as it was for other people i think. it just made me think a lot about stuff that i didn't want to think about, and i realized that things were a lot easier in high school (11th and 12th grade) when i was oblivious to a lot of things, didn't think about stuff deeply, and basically didn't have to think about stuff deeply because i felt like i had everything under control, i thought i had life figured out, and it would always stay like this forever. i dunno, i guess it's good that i thought about a lot of the stuff that was said, but at the same time i think it just gave me a lot of mixed feelings about myself and some of the stuff that was said. :-\ well, all in all, i'm glad i went, despite the bathrooms smelling HORRIBLE. oh yeah, and getting a zit right on my nose was not so good. ok, i think that's about all i want to write about this, cuz even though i gotz a blog, i gotta keep some stuff closed to the general public too. hehe, :) for example, it's not like every guy wants to know when a girl is on her rag right?? like maybe the girl's bf would wanna know so he can be all prepared for PMS time, but in general, it's not public information. i'm not saying i wouldn't share more, just saying i'm not gonna share over a blog for just anyone to read. although i wonder how many people actually do read this blog...hmm...