Lucky lotto --- I wish!!!

Now that I'm a junior here at Berkeley, I feel as if I have to actually start focusing on my future. I'm growing up!!! :( Sigh, I know that I can't mooch off my parents forever, but still, it's a scary world out there and I feel like an insignificant speck with no skills and a sucky resume compared to those people in business frats and clubs. Sigh, why must everyone be so competitive here? It really makes me feel like I should be doing something more here, but I really don't feel like spending the last 2 years here trying to learn how to market my econ degree so I can get a job in a cubicle. I know that I'm studying for the future and all, but I don't want to focus on that type of stuff...I still feel like a little kid...trapped inside a 19 year old body. Hmm...there's always the lottery.